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LXZ: I have seen many of it too, netizens have sent me many. So ever since your mother sent me that letter, it caught a lot of attention, through your mother we found out that this incident caused a lot of cyber violence toward you. This kind of cyber violence, for you, at the time what was the direct impact on you, tell us a little about it. | LXZ: I have seen many of it too, netizens have sent me many. So ever since your mother sent me that letter, it caught a lot of attention, through your mother we found out that this incident caused a lot of cyber violence toward you. This kind of cyber violence, for you, at the time what was the direct impact on you, tell us a little about it. | ||
ZZH: I just fell into a state of fear and panic, I was afraid to go outside, including my mother, in a state of fear at home. Then also there was self-doubt, because as someone who has always been a passionately patriotic uh, well a young person, and then to suddenly experience this, everyone online cursing me as a traitor, saying my mother was a Japanese mistress, also saying stuff about my father, in actually my father already passed away in 2016. Inventing these falsehoods. So I started doubting myself, living in this kind of fear, and afraid to go outside. My mom also many times, she said, what should I do, she said should I jump down from this building, after I’m dead then I can prove my innocence. And sometimes I thought too, is it really that I have to, only if I die can I, or if I pull out my heart for everyone to see, can I prove that my heart is red. Just severe self-doubt. Then also, people sent funeral wreaths to the tea shop, and I saw online lots of people photoshopped my deceased photo, and all the cursing directed at my parents, directed at me, | ZZH: I just fell into a state of fear and panic, I was afraid to go outside, including my mother, in a state of fear at home. Then also there was self-doubt, because as someone who has always been a passionately patriotic uh, well a young person, and then to suddenly experience this, everyone online cursing me as a traitor, saying my mother was a Japanese mistress, also saying stuff about my father, in actually my father already passed away in 2016. Inventing these falsehoods. So I started doubting myself, living in this kind of fear, and afraid to go outside. My mom also many times, she said, what should I do, she said should I jump down from this building, after I’m dead then I can prove my innocence. And sometimes I thought too, is it really that I have to, only if I die can I, or if I pull out my heart for everyone to see, can I prove that my heart is red. Just severe self-doubt. Then also, people sent funeral wreaths to the tea shop, and I saw online lots of people photoshopped my deceased photo, and all the cursing directed at my parents, directed at me, also members of my family were investigated by their work, asking if they had Japanese relatives or whatever. But my entire family is Chinese, we don’t have any foreign relatives, just born and raised in Xinyu, Jiangxi. | ||
LXZ: Also your parents are party members, your maternal grandfather too. | LXZ: Also your parents are party members, your maternal grandfather too. | ||